Right
A weird title
You might guess what does this guy means

Ok First I had my St. John AGM 2day which is held in school
Comes to think of it... Everyone noes why u come for it

Great I got a very nice post how the amount of time I have spent on my DIVISION
U think I deserve it... It is no other than being a "SECRETARY" Yup!!!
You think it is nice

Well, the MIC was Devandran and the Vice MIC was Lim ZhengKang
On the other hand, the treasurer was Brian Cheong

I was shock and sad when I was announced as a Secretary
Infact all of us were sad except Devandran of course
All of us were aiming at MIC
MIC in this case is Member-in-Charge

Then our ex-secretary talk to 3 of us LZK, Cheong & Me
He said all of us shouldn't think of why we were not chosen as an MIC but think why we were chosen as who we are

Ok lets think
The reason i bcome a Secretary is bcoz i SUCKS izit
Izit bcoz I didn't spend enough of time on my division
Or Izit bcoz I'm not active
or Izit bcoz my duty hours is not satisfying
or Izit bcoz i dun hav enough of Proficiency Badge
or Izit bcoz I do not poses enough of First Aid & Foot Drill skills
or Izit bcoz I did very bad in State Competition
or Izit bcoz I was not committed at all in my division
or Izit bcoz I did not attend a lot of Divisional Internal Meeting

So what is it
What is it that made me bcome a SECRETARY
Yes... I may say that I'm happy but do you think my feeling in my heart would say yes
of course NO!!!

I had spend so much of time on St. John Ambulance
Yes so much of time compare to the rest
I have attended State Competition for 2years
And the amount of hours I spend on training is so much that if only I spend on other organization I would have oredi been GOD noes what

Yes so much of time being wasted.. indeed
What was it

Maybe it was bcoz I'm not a PREFECT
Yes

When I was form3 I was not chosen as a lance corporal instead DVD got it
Why... Zk oso got it but not me
Why
Brian nvm coz he was really committed but why

bcoz DVD & ZK was prefect and LAI YEE SENG was a prefect
Indeed they were
How sad

DVD didn't was not even 1year of serving but he got it
I served for more than a year and oredi got Service shield which DVD dun hav
I have joined State Com but Zk never join
He instead say he dun wan join coz need to study

I on the other hand could hav do the same thing
STUDY STUDY STUDY
dun care bout State Com
But I, was such a wasted guy to join this COMpetition and go for all the training
Why Why Why
Where hav I made my mistake

Even my DIM attendance is better than ZK
DVD attendance ok oni
So where is my mistake

The MISTAKE is not being a PREFECT
Oni care for own person
Even this year oso

I've joined the competition again
I should have quit coz last year I got nothin out of it
Yes nothin

I could have been super active in other clubs and get post instead of being so active
I could have left my Division down
but I did not bcoz I love my division too much
i just wanted to serve it

But now... I just do not knwo what is going on in my MIND
I've been more active in sense of dutying outside compared to LZK & DVD
Brian has more proficiency than anyone else but he never get
Coz he is not a prefect

That's all
After all that do you have any better explanation

Even after this if anyone comes and ask me why I mentioned this in my blog
I would just say GOD Noes WHY

Now, I would instead focus on My board
yes make it a better board
Hopefully no one disturb my intention or wish

It's Over
Say it's over in time


Until Den
~DraGeXiuS~